Saturday, August 30, 2008

Footprints again. This time during dinner


Sometimes things come at unexpected times or at least when you least expect it.
Before the cards came to me about slightly more than a month back, i already kinda knew that i had to issue myself a challenge back then. Whether or not i'll be able to actually reach some kind of 'standard' That which i simply termed as ME.
Yes the card was meant to serve as a checkpoint to myself to see that if i could maintain the ME.
Coincidentally the person holding the card now was issued the same challenge by me, not ME.
Just so happens that today's the scheduled time for the embargo. Meaning the issuance is out today (if the embargo has been kept).
This whole series of stuff within just a short half hour to 45mins is.. ..revelationary??
So happens that before i walked out of the store about a month ago, i saw this little card in the shape of a footprint with a little doggy that resembled a golden retriever.
Recollecting my 1st entry here it was this story about footpints that kept replaying in my quiet prayer bubble.
That was why the footprint card stopped me in my tracks otherwise i would have just taken the next step and out of the door i would have gone. With feet already in mid air, turning around was of course something not very normal to do from a psychomotor point of view.
The retriever was another eye catching symbol too of course. Since im a dog person.
The series of cards totally slipped my mind up until dinner just now. With the 'footprint' coming back again in my mind, it made me return to the computer to re-read the words even though i kind of knew what the words were.
I didnt happen to remember about the footprint it flashed or appeared in my mind.
So it seems, i have some thing to meditate about over the course of tonight and tomorrow.
Has faith and prayer brought me thus far? What brought me thus far? Where can i go now and where is he in all these. Little bits and pieces coming together.

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